Friday, September 4, 2009


Hehe.....baru skrg terase nak update blog.Well, aku lagi suke bace blog org dari tulis blog anyway so i wont be writing frequently. Maybe this blog is just a place for me to write my feelings. Not like i have much. Though i m a human being like the rest of the world ... i feel that i lack enthusiasm for anything,the feeling of doing something for my country,my family,my brothers in islam is never there... probably the thought of our world is controlled by 'the elites' got to me? i feel as though anything worth doing is to live my life the way i want to. Hard actually to live life as one wants to.With your family nagging and peer pressure peering down on u, u gotta have that feeling to live up to their expectations, or just do whatever they say just to get them of your back. But i love them. I love my family ,my friends ,my brothers and my country .Of course i dont show it cause it'll be embarrassing . I any of my friends see me acting kinda awkward in front of complete strangers, then let it be known that i am a very shy guy .
With people i know, i dont mind teasin and jokin though. Ok thats all i think. Ranting over. not much of a rant though but there u have it.